**" I am pretty sure if they took all porn off the Internet, there would be one web sight left---And it would be called   "Bring back the porn sights!"**-----Scrubs

                                **"Woman are made to be loved  not understood."**
  
     Hello all!   I use the word "All" loosely, since no one actually reads this blog.  If you are indeed a someone AND you read my blogs.  First off, I am sorry.   Next, please leave comments.   Good or bad, it helps me make each one betterer!  
    Today I am going to combine some random thoughts that did not fit in past posts, into a column.   So it is like most of my blogs!   I have some ideas roaming around in my head for future posts.  But have been very side tracked lately.  I also need to get today's ideas out of my head, to make room for more important things.   Like thinking about food and beer.  And thinking about were to buy the before said food and beer. 
     In front of the post and mail place I was at the other day, is a huge statue of a panda bear.   Mearly eating some statue bamboo.   While entering the store, I had this huge urge to ask the workers what it would cost to ship that statue across country.   Or maybe to the closest zoo.   So it would feel at home.   A panda is not really native to Wyoming last time I checked.   Last time I checked I was still a male, and workers did not like smart ass questions, so I refrained from asking anything about the statue.    If I later decide the questions could be better, or at least more safely asked from the comforts of my home, while on my cell phone, I will post there responses.   All responses will probably be closely followed by a click as the phone hangs up.   And than my phone ringing.   As the manager calls me back.   Dam caller ID!
    As we were leaving the shipping store, I spotted a bright red VW Bug car.   After slugging my suddenly angered driver.  I wondered allowed, what would happen if we slammed on the gas, and T-boned the red VW---as the other passengers slowly got out, my driver and I could yell "Red slug bug, no slug backs!"  and take off.  I am no lawyer, but am pretty sure it would hold up in court.
      I was just reading about a very sick teenager, who apparently ate almost nothing but Mc Donalds chicken nuggets since she was about 2 years old.   I am not sure if she is now sick because it was Mc food, that's about all she was eating, or because she finally learned what parts of the chicken go in nuggets.   I can not see how anyone can eat the same food all the time.  I like good food to much.  I like good food to much, to eat at Mc D's much.  But do crave it about twice a month.   Although I do seem to order the same meal each time I eat at any chain restaurant.   I could never survive on one food.  On the same note, I can not see how anyone can become anirexic, I love food way to much to ever have to worry about becoming to skinny.  My manly bresticles are now about an A cup, and help prove that point.  
     I pause to give huge kudos to my fiance, who has just stopped smoking.  Even with lots of research, I can not begin to imagine what she is going through.   Smoking has been a huge part of her life for half of her life.   I also am afraid that from such a distance, I really can't do much to help.   Beyond trying to be supportive.   And most of those attempts aren't working.   I have trouble thinking everything someone does can be wrong, in the eyes of those that love them.   But on the same note just read  ---   "woman are to be loved not understood."     And  I defiantly love her with all my heart.    In fact the little bit of arguing we have been doing tonight is making my chest hurt a little.  I am sure it's all in my head.  But for our benefit, I am sorry.
    In the last month or so I have thought a lot about things like karma and fate.   I have talked in the past about karma, and really am trying to be a better person for myself and those around me.  And to take some of the heat off me, in return for some good luck.  Lately  I have been wandering about everyone I have meet.   For the good or for the bad.   But mostly about my future bride.  We have known each other for six years now.  Mostly great, with some sh*t thrown in there to make things interesting.  She says she knew from the day she meet me, she was into me.    Was our meeting   any meeting of beings   simply by chance or because of destiny?  Or was it fate?   I do not have an answer for this.   I am a strong believer that everything happens for a reason.  Although many times I still don't see the reason till years later.   Right now included.   If you have any insight on this by chance, please let me know.