Happy Monday-- Y'all!
Hello this afternoon! I apologize again for the absence of posting, but at this moment I really could spend all day in bed and not feel bad about it. And I usually get by on a VERY short amount of sleep---why do you think I talk about glorious coffee SO much? Again I will keep from telling to much---hell I don't even really know the story, but I have no clue where my 11 year relationship is at--This all came out of the blue, heck silly me thought we were getting much betterer. And with basically zero contact---I have no closure or basis to know if I need closure. Or a real determination if I could even handle the closure at this time. This very page started when I was suddenly single years ago---and has saw me through and out of the same relationship several times. I never dreamed it would see me out of it once again. Through it all this very page has worked as a journal for me---and although it helps some to write about all this --I hope I don't ever get to deep or sappy on this page. This page, her past blog page---when I was still in a good light, in her eyes--maybe just maybe I still am--I really have no idea, and social media make all this even harder. Because of course the posts are in a good light. And there are so many of them! Even going through my pictures, for jokes and such to post here, I find myself pausing at pictures of us. In any light, I have recalled over the last few daze that her and I--the kids and I--have had a ton of firsts in the past. Most of them truly amazing. Many of them probably ended up in a blog or three. Now in an effort to enjoy me, myself, and I--a person I really don't want to be trapped alone with at the moment---I am trying to drag myself out and do as many firsts as I can. Hopefully this will soon lead to more interesting blog posts in all of my pages. **"Water makes me wet!"** Yesterdays first for me was a simple one, but a great experience at the same time. I simply swam in the local pool in the rain. Heck you are getting wet anyways -right!? I lived in Oregon and Washington for years, and have done a lot of things in the rain, but have never swam in it. I must say it felt great on all of my senses--even as dumb as it already seems-the next day. I have swam in several areas in the winter, and jumping in the water --fully took my breath away, but yesterdays swim was more enjoyable. Hopefully my next first will be more interesting and vow for more than one paragraph. **"If I didn't post it on Facebook Did it really happen?"** **"I am currently under construction, thank you for your patience."** **"Coffee made me do it!"**
Anyone else miss the Taz on Saturday morning cartoons? Apparently the Loony Toons were to violent but almost all new cartoons stink. I do feel like the Taz when I try to make my morning coffee when not even close to awake yet though- especially if I have to open any packages.